I wrote a book, book.
Not a tiny book. Not a kinda book. A real book. A book, book.
Five years ago, I launched Heartstance and my first “book,” which was a cross between a devotional and a workbook. It was 50ish pages—the first time I’d ever written anything like that. And while some would call it an accomplishment, I saw it as a “small book,” a “kinda book,” or an “I think it’s a book.” Insecurity crept in, telling me that my book wasn’t big enough, good enough, or “real” enough.
And for a while, I let that insecurity overshadow what was inside those pages.
Eventually, I got past that. But on some level, I still felt I needed to write a real book to officially be an author. Sure, I’ve written children’s books and devotionals, but there’s a whole new level of discipline, refinement, and endurance required to write a book, book.
So, with every article, devotional, and children’s book I’ve written, I saw it as practice. Practice in my craft, building my skills toward something greater. Then, this summer, as I sat down to write another devotional, my spirit nudged me, saying, “Nah, you’re ready for more.” And this time, I wrote a book, book.
I can’t tell you how proud I am. Even though I’ve written multiple devotionals, magazines, and children’s books, this is my first full Christian Living/Personal Development book. It’s a milestone for me—a tangible reminder of faith, persistence, and growth.
If there’s something you’ve been holding back on because you’re afraid it’s not “real” enough, take this as a reminder that every step is practice toward a bigger calling. Don’t let insecurity diminish what God has put in your heart. Step out, put in the work, and see where it leads. Because when the time comes, you just might be ready for your own book, book.
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